You Abandoned Me….

Written Just for you by Me

How could you abandon me
How could you say don’t leave me
When over all its you that didn't really want me
I asked nothing but the essentials
Things that would help to make you better
That one day it would make us better
But now I hear nothing from you
I hear nothing from and your mother too
You have placed me in a world of darkness’
Something is all too familiar to you
Is this what you wanted
Me to understand the world you live in
Something that makes sense to you alone
Something that was not able to be explained
So you showed me better than you could tell me
I remained positive but you wanted me to see the negative
You wanted me to see thru your eyes the hurt that befallen you
And now that you abandon me I now understand
This is the mind frame you left me in
The anger you have chosen to give me
The hate that you have you now have shared
And you have no intentions on taking it back
I hate you now and forever more for what you done
And you wont even tell me if the way I am feeling is wrong
You would feel comfortable in knowing that you left me this way
You would laugh hard knowing that someone that could have loved you
Was feeling pain and hatred for you
Something that was all too familiar to you
Was this your game from the start
To see if you still had it
If you could pull any female you wanted
To see if you never lost your touch
Now you know
You hurt me
You added me to the long list of people that hurt you
I hate what you have done to me
The one that fit me completely
I HATE YOU FOR ALL OF THESE FEELINGS
I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU
And you probably will never say your sorry
Or anything I’m feeling is false
You wont come to my hearts rescue
YOU WONT DO ANYTHING TO EASE MY PAIN
OR TO SAVE ME FROM MY HURT AND PAIN
Your probably going to sit back and see my name
Delete this without reading it
So my words wont phase you from any of your future goals
But this will be my constant reminder
One I should have stayed true to
Never to waste my incoming love on worthless pretenses
Thank you for the harsh lesson
You were most enlightening
I’m done……