His Rising Wife....My Stand

I miss him  like the rain
Washing me every night with his words
Calming my mind to sleep easy
Making my heart full
And thinking about his lips to one day caress mine
Making him the honest man he says he can be
Having him next to me holding my hips
Telling me that I am his while kissing my neck
Touching me like I was his soul mate
Making my heart race with every breath he takes
I want him to understand daily I am here
But the day I enter his world
He may back way
I can pull him near
Not suffocate him
Placing my heart in his hands is not very easy
But igniting a flame that has died is also not easy
I pray for him more than I pray for myself
I pray his rain falls on me
I want him to Stand By Me by Ben E King
I want him to understand that we are strong when one is weak
The constant reminder that love conquers
Gives the best idea that we have a purpose
To see him where he is
And noticing he was where I was years ago
Lets me know that he can make it thru anything
That the pain he has endured
The personal destroying on his soul can be all be rebuilt
I am here
And I will stand by him until he grows tried of me
Noting in this world we make me happy
In to name our first
2 or 3
Never have to worry about killing
Even if we resulted in adopting
I'm here
Still Standing