From Others.......To Now Just Me

I have kept myself for you and leave
For say I am nothing when everyday you say there is something about me
But in my end you had something else other than me
You found yourself lonely
Called upon someone else other than me
And I dedicated more time to you
And so much love to give an army faith
And yet you found something else
You placed your love on someone else
And try to change more and more to suite you
But the days I slacked another picked up
On the days I gave space others took up a schedule
It was not easy to see you the other
It was not my intention to find out in the way I did
I wanted to get the one who loved me
But on that day I found you with others
Nothing I could have done could have changed this outcome
So I played a game of ignorance until a faithful day
You made the other known to me
Someone you claimed was great in everywhere
Gave you life when life was constantly taken
So I said go to the other side
The bed I kept was warm was no cold and vacant
So played the game of stupidity when I walked away easily
I had the rules embedded in my mind
But as I left I left you happy
You left ,me destroyed
But in the end…the end of my game playing
I found out that I lost it all
Nothing more than a empty shell
Cup that is forever empty
So I run the plays back over and over again
To make sure that as life goes….dome how
I do not make these same mistakes again
I have rediscovered me after many years
To tell the next one that I am a only one woman man
That many do not come to me
I have one single heart
It can never be divided among many
I have a single complex that remains the same until further notice
I give myself the space I need to grow
And I have more to give
So now I grow beyond the normal mannerisms
I play to my own understanding
Constantly learning
So what really have I learned
Stop playing games
Get on with my life and…..
Be Careful What I Pray For