Tough is what he has to be
Dreams is what he wants to fulfill
Other than the nightmares that creep up on him
I can honestly present everything
Yet in his mind I have given nothing
I pray one time and the devil heard me
Found a way to ruin us extremely
But his mind remained on family
My mind remain on money
We seemed like a power couple
Something that turn into some greatly
Like the power couple Beyonce and Jay-Z
But in the end he found something else more appealing
Something that was not me
We communicated up until 3 days ago
And now that one I considered to be my future baby daddy
Is not walking alone or maybe with somebody
I can not see myself with him
But then I couldn't see myself without
So I decided to have my cake and eat it too
I made him a friend but what I got was a foe
Someone who fit my soul like a glove
But like a criminal he got away
Found other ways to avoid me
Not answering, not trusting
So now I sit him listening to Gangstas Paradise
Thinking about him
I write my feelings out
Trying my best to be precise
But even the ways I sleep at night is no longer right
He has done something to me that is so familiar
Thought I killed that feeling
But it seems even the Devil gets his perks
Fucking with my heart making it hurt
I would cry for him
I would smile for him
I lay another down for him
I would walk thru the depths of hell to recover his soul for him
But now I cant see myself do anything for him
Why…..?
Cause he wouldn't let me
He told over and over about the past treason
Why other abused him
His eyes are black
His soul is dark
But voice his strong
And his rhymes are tight
But when it came down to love he was weak
I ask for a friend he abandoned me
I asked for a life long companion he stopped listening
So what do I do with me
Just breathe……
Exhale
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