Our Broken Relationship

I am not blind at all
I am what I am cause God made me and my mother birth me
I give something that most do not respect or remember
An ear
I wonder to myself daily
I am the one who speaks first and give advice last
I am the one who remembers everything
Even when the other forgets it all
I give myself no credit when the other constantly validates
I see him like a open door
And daily he comes to see me in all my fragile-ness
He welcomes me like the rain to the sea
He devours my words like hunger pains
He opens to me but for a short while
Then closes before anything can go wrong in the house
I pray for him more than for myself
He puts me first sometimes before his self
Open a door to his heart
Giving me his ok that trust is in stored
I can see his smile blossom everyday
But when he hang up
Its his bad dreams and shallow words he must endure
He uses me as a comfort
An escape from all that is dangerous
He worries not but understand danger is lurking
I am his escape when danger knocks on his door
He looks for nothing but love when hate is coming daily
He tells me horrific story sometimes meant to scare me
But I look at him and say tell me your story
I give him my ears so he can vent
I give him the whole in my heart so he can crawl inside
crawling inside so he can be safe
I watch myself daily so not to make a mistake
For if I do it another argument for heaven sake
But we comes to terms that these things must happen
We lash out
We fight
We curse with thought
But in the end
We lay down with ours voices in our ears
Talking that nasty freaky shyt 
Like long awaited make up sex
We say things that can only arouse us
Between the fuck me's and nickname calling
we are slowly becoming a perfect match
In our lives we are not perfect
But in our hearts we are destined
He words, rhymes and thinking
My words, speech and advice giving
We are opposites and yet similar
We are a broken couple
Piecing together what has been broken for years
Constantly battling our worst fears
Consoling each others tears
He is the one one day I'll hold dear
Letting me go is his number one fear
Aren't we pathetic....lol