All My Wants

When I wake I want to see him

Let him sleep until he wakes up naturally

See his eyes rise like the sun

Let them fall like the hour glass of love and time

I want to see him pick me up with one hand

Grab my ass as I do a hand stand

See his eyes roll in the back of his head

And he feed my addiction while giving him head

I want to open his arms and walk into them

Close them behind me comfort him

I want so much but yet so far away

I wonder will this ever come true

Will his love for me stay?

I can pray all day long to the Lord above

And realize Devil can hear prayers like a song

I want to make him all that is nothing to something

But his everything queen lady woman

I honor his voice, his mind and all of thoughts

But the fact that we are apart makes this hard

His past is strong

The hate back at home is stronger

When he leaves will he be mine no longer

I have his mama number for a reason

For he touches Miami soil will a bullet be there to greet him

I want to make sure she know his final days were great

That he plans to succeed and make her proud

Be great

Nothing in this world means more to me

Then to see him with me

Making a bear that says I love my baby

Memories is all I have

And memories is what scares me

*sigh*.....................I hate my thoughts