Her Skool Blues

Quote "If I could see her face one more time, I would tell her everything I couldn't now. I would finally tell her the day I saw her cry I wanted to catch her tears...but I guess I can't now can I..."

There she is

And here I am

Looking at her with love but fear

A fear of judge from my peers

I wanted to speak everyday

Even when I saw the scar across her face

I wanted to heal her wombs with my heart's medicine

I wanted to open the door for her when others held it tight

Overtime she grew dark and cold

Her body covered in black

Lips faded to blue

Skin faded to white

She screamed for attention but received none

Hi my name...is how I greeted her

Leave me alone...is how she greeted me

I couldn't blame her for her reaction

I was once a peer that despised her so

Until I saw the wombs of her mortal soul

Someone who shed tears of life

That continued to fight

A battle continued on for years

Even more amongst her Senior peers

I joined a crowd to fit in and made it

She joined a crowd and was easily mistaken

So now I see her in a new light

But everything came all at once over night

She presented herself to God in the most horrifying way

To the skies she flew

To the moonlight sounds of the band

The crowd massive for a certain plan

She took center stage and made a place

To the sky she opened her arms

And to the mother earth she returned

Eyes facing opposite of her shine turn to watch her fly

To the eyes that bore tears of pain now spread as she goes

Screams sweep the skies

To her it was an applause

To me it felt as if it was a tragic cause

Preventable but now as a pause

So now I stand here before her grave

Saying all the things I wish I could have said

But a coward I saved

So I kneel with a blade in my hand

For the punishment of my sane

I am slain

All in her name