As I think about the ways that I am
I wonder if the decisions are made correctly
I can see my ways coming thru but the motions are still pure
I can understand for the life of me that everything is good
But to tell what I am doing see and feeling
Its different in the eyes of me
I can bang down the doors of my newly created walls
I can pour down my falls and conquers nothing
I have not made myself visible yet
I can not open a door to something has not sparks a peak in my interest
What is missing now
Am I thinking too hard
Am I putting myself in a rut for failure
I can say that what is being said is not phasing me
But it is
This is a past mistake making something from nothing
I can not imagine myself going thru it again
But I can see that history will repeat its self
Can I go thru the same thing again
This is something out of a norm that has ruined me before
So can I conquer something with such a reoccurring motion
How can I view past a familiar trail
Only God knows
So I will lay all my concerns down before him
Cause this is lesson I thought I had learned
I guess this is a recap
And very devastating recap
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