I didn't know the decision I made that day
I mean I had no choice
He didn't give me any more options
It was either him or me
So I chose him
But then in the end he still had me
I wanted to get out
I wanted to be free from all the bullshyt he was creating
I couldn't escape on my own
He had me cornered
I had to figure something out
By the opportunity I wish was something else
Did it really have to end this way
Did I really have no choice but to do this
What I was facing was compared to worser action
But everyday was getting harder
Baring innocence in a world of sin
He didn't want nothing else from me
He told me I was nothing but a tool
Something he could only use
I made myself believe something could change
But my eyes were no longer opening
He made sure with my mistakes they stayed closed
I watched my innocence sleep
Prayed to God to deliver me
But in the end the Devil heard me
Sent him again and again to me
Constantly giving me suicidal solutions
But what about my innocence
I could not breathe
I had to leave but not without my one faith
So I made the option possible
I have myself my final out
I finally took him up on his option
Him or me
No I choose my innocence
Now all we see is dark deep red
Running thru the pitch black
Free for a while til caught up
But for now I'm just hung up
One less evil
Can you tell me I'm wrong
Tell me on the phone
With my hand on this glass
Tell me I'm wrong for getting rid of his sorry ass
Tell me you wouldn't of took my path
Until then I'll just laugh
Finish out my time
5 to 10 is not bad
To someone who always raised his hand
Tell me did you find his hands
I have no regrets
All for me and my innocence
I'm done
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