The blues came he sworn that it's the right feeling
He said that love was built on strength
Sometimes it's built on power
That both is what was inside him
But everyday I was getting the rural side of it all
I felt that his power was way to strong
That everyday could be my last
Nothing he said was giving me strength
But he made it clear that his was the only one that matter
That our paths would always stay on course
This was permanent
His made me feel so wrong
Our outlasting times no longer seem forever
The long exhausting days
The constant fights at night
I felt like I was on a battle field
Setup for failure from the very beginning
Understood that I had many loses
It's no fair I had failed attempts in this union
That his love was not a love I could respond to
That every single moment staying
Was another lock being added
Another key to add to his ring
This ring
That perfect sign for him of ownership
It shouldn't be called a ring but a leash
One that for so long I have nawled on
I want to be free of this
But my opinions are no where needed
So I see I must love
Then in Iwould find away
Back to where my heart can rebuild
But where I do not know
Solemn to an iron fist
Bosses by a how and promise
This is all I can think about
This is my sorrowful life
The life of mo heart
Abandon hope all who enters and do not pray
For this is my reward and curse
To be in a life
Destroyed by my first
God help me
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