I feel more anger than anything but my mind is silent
It's a calm before the storm
That something that says its wrong to feel this way
But what can I do to be rid of this shyt
It's official I want to be with him
But I do not want to be with the bullshyt I see
How much would it cost me to actually give into him
At first all I wanted from Him was just a touch
Thinking that everything was lust
But seems the one thing he could not stand I hated
Promises...
Nothing in this wold is promised
Maybe the best thing for me to do is leave
This way he can remain hard for those that know him
And I can remain focus on life
This on and off shyt is no working
Bad enough we work together
I have no regrets but when we are outside work its worse
Grinding....with or without
Feeling him so deep
Tasting our mix after
Holding him from behind
Terrible addiction
My own personal affliction
And I wouldn't change it for the world
But it's not consistent
We are not consistent and it scares me
Dear God what should I do
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