The Weak Rule

Monday:
Me: Hey...
Me: Wyd'n?
Me: Busy?
I wonder if he is thinking about me
If he sees the messages I am leaving
Nothing is said and no responses
Maybe it is just me
Maybe I am the one wearing my feelings on my sleeve
Something I said I would never do
Has now come true
Maybe tomorrow

Tuesday:
Call Log: No Missed Calls
Me: how are you?
Me: Busy?
No response
I can't help shake this feeling he has done something
Something that may lead to regret
He is tired but what does that have to do with me
Did my absence bring him further down
Maybe its just his phone is broken
Why cant I come to a single conclusion
Why am I making excuses for him not responding to me
Maybe its because I want him now more than ever
One more day

Wednesday:
Log: No New Messages
Nothing....Nothing
I have heard nothing
Not the sound of his comforting voice
Not that laughter or the stories of his continuous life
Nothing
Now that I have realize this
I can not let this go on
I can not bring myself to a level I have already conquered before
We did somethings
I have no regrets
We made something happen
Like saying fuck you to everyone that asked questions
And now I hear nothing
With no way of knowing
I refuse to allow to enter me yet again
Taking another chance with a man I have not venture
I can drown myself in a pain I have no clue the ending results
Maybe tomorrow will be different....maybe

Thursday:
Log: No New Messages
I'm done
This is my life
There was no us
There was no relationship and yet I feel like that fool
But cant beat something that was never meant to come true
So I guess I'm thru
I want respond if he calls
I wont text back if he text
A face to face is what hew would have to do
All for me to say Got dammit I'm thru
On to the next day
I pray he finds his way
With or without me
He lives his life his way

Friday:
Log: No New Messages
Delete....Delete.....Delete
Another faded away memory
I have no regrets
What can I say

Saturday:
Log: 1 New Message
Me: Hi
New Guy: Hey, wyd'n?
New chapter....new rules
Old memories....now new Dude...lol