New Man.....Same Image

I said I miss you
He said I miss you
But where does this puts us
Are we moving into something else
The agreements is made
The decisions decided mainly by me
Does this mean I have found something new
Can I honestly say he can be it
Be the one to slow me down
Can he be the other side of me
Only time will tell
But for now I am missing his company
The accent, the antics and all
I have not had something for a while
I am placing myself in a new world order
One that is all too familiar to me
But it is one I have decided to venture
I cant really tell if he is thinking about me as much as I am
I can be myself when I'm with him
But for some reason he feels I am .playing small games
I am looking into something that has nothing on foundation
Like this is another well made creation
Only if he new how I put it down in the sensa side
How the the world I live can include him
How the way he makes my body feels...fills me
The way I take advantage of him excites me
How he comes back for me drives
Even when he sleeps concerns me
Watching him rest gives me some signs for comfort
Wondering if he has rested since I left
Has he made the right decisions in my absence
If everything I am writing is fact or fiction
Can I make this a reality or should it remain a fling
Only time will tell
And I can say yes or nah
Look at me
Sharing my heart with someone that doesn't even know they have it
And since that the case
I might as well take it back
This is not something i should continue to do
Maybe I should stop while I'm ahead
I wonder what he say about this.....
I wonder