To Vent PT.2

It’s not fair of today’s questionable manifest

How the destination varies from day to day

The ones you wish you could take

But you leave alone resting in God’s hands

They call it hope some call it faith

To watch another slip away they probable call it destiny

To breech this hold inside your heart

To understand the world

Your mind would be torn apart

Where in the hell do I start?

To grasp it in my hands

To be counterfeit to an average man

To kill myself in perfect talents

To see my life fade being dangerous and careless

To wake every morning wondering about a schedule

To walk at night to see the earth's misery

Nothing but a law of average

Broken worst scenarios

Personal I could say fuck it but where would I be

I continue to hear the death of so many

The pains and heartaches of my friends and associates

I place myself on level every nigga can understand

And every day I failed to recognize a real man and his master plan

To break these shattered already walls

To sit and pause for what cause

I could die today see enemies hover around me

Saying she was great, wonderful and never fucking knew me

See all my sex partners partake in my wake

Shed tears not because they loved or hated me

Cause of good pussy none wanted to claim

So they shake their heads saying what a waste

I honestly walk this earth alone

In a place where niggas knock on my door calling my house there home

I preach to people who don’t understand I am not average

I am an upcoming woman

Being me fuck it’s not me

I open my mouth and people flock to me

Not because I’m pretty, not because I’m fair

Because my honest truth and ask everyone do you dare

Do you dare say I’m fake?

You present bullshyt everyday

Do you dare listen to my voice get hard then walk away?

Wait till no one’s around to spit your game

I back away telling niggas get in a betta mind frame

I’m advance

I was built this way

From my voice, my walk my morals

All the way down to my sex talk and who I lay

I’ll never admit to saying I’m a man-made chick

Built for any man with a dick

I have knowledge, give knowledge all of it would make you sick

Every day you don’t get it you calling me a silly bitch

I’m not thru believe me

This is To Vent PT. 2 look out for PT. 3