She Spits Testimony

I pour my heart out trying to find a median

Working towards a goal

And not receiving nothing

Waiting for an answer

Problematic solution

Working towards a path

Deep in a forest smothering actions

Can’t see the light with branches so thick

And a cloud bank blurring my vision

Sick and tired of failed communication

Seeing myself in twilight created friction

It’s sickening

Worth what is a question I ask daily?

Seeing nothing but trouble brewing all around me

I remain positive as best as I can be

And every day I come home exhausted because it takes so much out of me

Carrying a soul so heavy so deep

Pushing nothing worthless keep

A caliber is what I heard go off

Can’t tell if it’s a new race I started or one I just lost

I remember nothing when it comes down to pain

Seeing the action of another nameless woman

Dying by the waste side

Speaking the truth but found lies

And every 20 seconds another woman has to cry why

And I bare no truth to this game

For every motha fucka has a hand out

Blame game

Preach nothing to about the bible I say nothing to my rival

Constantly looking to take my title

Now you tell me who's preaching to the choir

Fuck a choir

I am the conductor

I command nothing less than a 6 piece orchestra

Listen to my words

Cause you can’t see my face

You’ll never see the tears run across the brown skin pavement

This is something that is dear to freestyle this shyt

Is nothing its mere?

I come n go like the air I disappear

Having mofos wondering nothing if I appear

So I stay to myself

Do me till I die

And look to heavens never again asking why

All I do is try

Testify.........