Overloading my mind
Trying to place an idea in the void
Putting too much into something that is destroy-able
To send false letters of love
I ask myself should I give up or should I continue
Having a lover as a friend is not hard
But having lover in the compatible realm is harder
Turning a lover into a friend instead of friend into a lover
So I think about the pros and cons
Seeing the ideas of this is something that must be done
The real fear is telling my lover that I want to be friends
Would the reaction be one chaotic or will it be two civil
The pressure of such a answer to my question is nerve wrecking
But in my fears I find relief
The calm is coming
The time has come to release
The should I or shouldn't I has now been answered
So my heart is clear
My mind is stronger
I can let this one go and be glad I have found someone
Someone with the same drive and strengths as me
For the first time I can smile
I can now........breathe
Sincerely Yours,
Recovery
You broke through! I knew you would. And I can see your face up there. You are a beautiful person Allyneika Brown.
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