I trust that the one's heart is filled with joy
To where mine is filled with pain
I regret knowing the one
Hearing the one's voice
But what I want to say is that I wasted so much on the one
I could become the one
I can't do what the song say
I can't wait for the one's love
When the one's love is being given to another one
So I keep to myself.....now
I shed tears of pain of my loneliness
I pour out everything that reminds me of the one
But the tears won't stop
My heart won't stop pouring
The walls that held the water back has cracked
Slowly breaking
How can I allow such a tragedy to happen to me
But it has and now I am dying inside
All because the one is missing
The attention needed to carry me ashore is gone
The raging river pounds against the dam I have built
I blame myself for becoming so weak
I regret the encounter so harshly
The wall is tumbling
I am washing away in this tsunami size tide
Where is the life jacket that I need
Something or someone to grab my hand
But I look again and see no one
So I drift to the edge
Dive into my sorrows like a waterfall
I embrace my hearts failure to love
I accept its fate and wait for the turning of death
A heart with a new hole
No savior.....just a memory
A memory of my pain in the form of tears
Only tears
Sincerely Yours,
Life Guard Wanted
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