It craves for someone to warm its flow
To rejuvenate it back to it's youthful self
My efforts to share my heart with another has gone to waste
To fall for one that has another has become a curse
To confide myself in the thoughts of one so fitting
Only to shred it to pieces by the message of another typed love
To introduce my heart to false promises
Drowning my life into a black hole of lies and discontentment
To show no compassion in a one sided frame
Only God knows my path
The one I am on now is driven to insanity
The lonely prospect has nothing to follow or pursue
A empty glass that has no love to fill it
Overloaded on empty thoughts to a hungry never satisfied
I wonder why I do this myself
Why I place my heart in such distressing areas
Do I need the enticing news of something I can not have
The sin of always pleading for time and affection
Only limited to the first come first served policy
But the fitting is so perfect to a T to what my heart needs
The wants so far from the board but climbs to a height unreachable
Untouched by the normal accuracy but distorted by its competitor
I see so much wrong in this shallow convenient
There is nothing but in my pursued other and the wrong ideas
I feel so alone in the path my heart has once again chosen
I shall be patient in my love
Strong in the life
One day God will give my heart a since of unity
But the pursue is over
And now I am calm
Sincerely Yours,
Realization
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