Sometimes everyday
Wondering where he is might change him some kind of way
I can't help but understand but then not fully
Telling myself he'll be ok
Keeping me in mind soon to be newly
Can I see myself going thru his pain
Wondering would he do the same crime against me
I know I shouldn't have doubts but they flood anyway
To many men out here that can relate
But I'm taking my time to see if he is for me
Can't dwell on something that is clearly nothing
Too much has happened over the years
I've progress but always by myself
This is not easy reopening old wombs
Wondering if I'm placing myself in a permanent tomb
This is something that has crossed my mind
And maybe down the line
He can iron out my silver lining
And maybe take away some of my what ifs
To the world he'll announce me as God's gift
And maybe just maybe he'll get what he deserves
To love and affection and then me his diamond girl
I can only pray for guidence along this path
Hope the devil doesn't interfere
Trying to get his final laugh
It won't be easy playing this 8-ball game
Breaking every time
Seeing frame after frame
Everything will fall as it is planed
I jus need to continue to understand
I have to let that man be a man
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