Ye Do I

Ye do I walk thru the valleys of the shadows of death
Yes I felt evil
I saw things that made no sense
To the sane I was insane
No respect to the obligations that was giving to me
I did not see what I had until it was gone
To the readers of my past 
To the supporters of my futures
Yes I was naive
I made myself so hard when all along I was nothing
I was nothing but the product of my surrounds
And venturing to an outside world with nothing was stupid
I should have known better
I took so much for granted til granted said enough
It fell with tears of pain and anguish
It yelled at me with anger and pressure remorse
And like a fool I failed to listen
So I went about my life thinking I was that chick
But finding out I was nothing but this empty valley
Slowly turning into a desert
All because I did not invite the waves and waters of those around me
I allowed the plants and vegetation to die
All because I did not nurture my soil properly
Yes I neglected it all
And I thought being alone was the answer
Being tough in a world where only the tough survive
Ye do I walk thru these sandy valleys with only my shadow
The only dark figure to keep me company
The only thing that give me chilling remembrance of my ignorance
Yes…ye did I walk
I could apologize until the cows come home
I could take the time preach the lines of I’m sorry
But would waters and plants of my valley really listen to the time that has gone by
Would they forgive this woman whose childish rendition of  life took hold
Would they forgive this evil that dwelled in me and told me to only think of one
I don’t know
All I can do is pray
That the ways of my words gets to their hearts
That my valleys will flow again of ears that listened with heart felt compassion
I sincerely wrote my life down now I change my endings
I am no longer sincere
I will say…

Thank You

From The Writer to Readers