I Ignored

This I swear this was not planned
I didn't intend to keep him
One time was the factor to how it felt
But the inner part of my body just started to melt
So I........ignored
I ignored the fact we met so open and honestly
I ignored the fact the directions were said so completely
I ignored the way we motioned each other in front of company
You brought me around like we carried no secrets
Like all of this was apart of me
I ignored the times when I entered your place
Not quite greeted with a smile but still with swagger and grace
I even ignored the thing we didn't use
No rubber.....but he was careful
And in my ignorance it felt so damn good
I ignored the world that you lived in
Even the bed you shared another in
I was not the hoe sent home after a mere two hour session
I spent the night waking up to my own transgression
Leaving in the morning not three or four
But leaving pass ten, noon...oh yes this shyt was hardcore....
Missing classes and all types of shyt
Yes this is all true
All the things we did through and through
But the one..... that came home came for you
She return when I sometimes wish she stayed away
I kept her bed warm
Her instruments happy
I ignore the fact he had someone drifting in his present
Thought I was doing a favor by maintaining her normal endeavors
Made sure he stayed happy so things wouldn't change
But It did change.....It changed me
So with all this I ignored
In my body his owned dick was stored
The owner return, reclaimed her property
Honestly....Pure Honesty I ask
Why did I ignore?

Sincerely Yours

Ignorance