Married into a life that is clearly not meant for me
But every night I sleep, dreams scare the shyt out of me
Like waking up to a nightmare wasnt enough
Dreaming of my nightmare
I felt crushed
It wasnt easy making my way out
I felt down and depressed no pill could help
I had too much to live for
I wasn't rich nor was I poor
I could die every night this nightmare came to me
I could shed tears opening my eyes to the same thing again
Family and friends could never understand
This pain was attacking even as I stand
I felt drained and powerless to every helping hand
I drowned my sorrow with shots in each hand
How can I get out I feel trapped
This nightmare comes home with back hand slaps
The violence I wish it would stop
I scream in my dreams for this hell to go
But it continues to kill my soul more and more
I pray to God are you ready for me
Is this your way of saying my name is written down already
My life with these nightmares seem so common
But there worse now I'm completely drowning
Lord please guide my soul
The devil is winning
The body is so cold
I sleep this time without nightmares
My eyes this time sleep away without care
I say to these nightmares farewell to it all
Take your scares
I fall no more
Sincerely Yours
The Lonely Dreamer
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