This Happen To a My Friend

It's the beinnining of the end for me

But it's a continue struggle for my friend

It's not easy saying I need help

But my friend is always lonely 

They need help

You see I reached my hand out sometimes daily

On the days I didn't they said you was never there for me

On the days I said come chill

You were in the house skipping meals

At times when I would come by

Knocking on the door waitin to say surprise 

You would sit in the dark for days

Ignoring my calls emails and page

So one day I had to leave

You said hey I'm proud of you AB

But on the day I left

You found a new friend crystal meth

You see you only tried it once 

And true you are done

But then you started drinking

Then you got a call from me

I said I was coming by

I jus touch down

Your frown turned into a smile

You went to the door past the mirror only to see

Your body was fading you couldn't believe

You stared even harder only to find 

That the friend I once knew was no longer alive 

So I knock on your door to see

If you can out and play with me

But yet again it was a fail 

I peeked thru the window it was dark as hell

Maybe your out being free

So I swept a letter under your door instead

You see it....it read

I have cared about you everyday

You there when I was scared ( walking down the stairs)

You hugged me when I was cold (got in the car close the door)

You brought so much out of me ( car in drive now I'm driving)

Hope we can get together soon (around the corner....)

I never saw you come out still reading 

Tears pouring down your face 

Wrist bleeding

You see you didn't know that I cared

So you told world what the hell

Now your trying to stop the wound

But you did it too deep

Nothing can change the mood

You collapse but luckily

A neighbor called 911 then me

I came straight away

But you told your family to keep me away

Your body was so spent

You thought in your mind

How could you possibly recognize your friend

You passed secretly

Didn't tell me or your family

Days go by I finally go home

To see a letter by my door

It's was writen by you to me

Telling me in secret everything

How thru your eyes how you viewed me

How much you wish we could be

I fell to my knees and I prayed

That God gives you the love I couldnt give you that day