The water thats running down the sides of my arm and back
He water that is forcing reality down my throat
To my bones it tries to soak
But to the common placed reality it has no flow
It's a joke
I give so much in the presence and absence
I'm bein used yet again
But I invite
Giving away the talents which should be enjoyed in union
No one again to call my own
Got others wanting the use to be
The great drench in memory
I can keep living off the false hope of satisfaction
My body knows to much truth
To continue to let these lies in
I carry pain in my heart
I keep death sometimes in my soul
And no one wants to ask me why
But ask for the gates of heaven to be open when requested
It's sad when I can't phone a friend
To find out I gain a enemy
Nameless in a cause
And soon wants me to pause and be acknowledged
I can't continue on in a life like this
Slaving away in no appreciation
Something I swear I don't ask for
But in my work I pray get what is deserved
Is it now time for me to say no to the ppl of my life
Is it now the personal reasons why I can't sleep
Why my body is no longer mentally feed
Is this the reason why I am so weak
Can't listen to the man of God preach
Cause my mind is clouded and running so deep
Can't breathe at the moment so I pause
Waiting for an answer to slap me across my jaw
Can't open a door that remains lock to greater heights
Keep asking the same questions
Keep fighting the same fight
To many obstacles
To many inner demons
I have so much to live for
But so many have killed what I have gained
It's time to cut the bullshyt out
Stop saying ill reclaim it
Stop saying ill get to it
Stop saying soon it will happen
As the rain falls out side my window
The rain is also falling on my pillow
As I see it
It's the same inside
But it never ends
The sun has forgotten to come out and shine
It's lost it's memory on drying the land
It looks at the water and feels intimidated
And says ill come up with a new strategy
But falls back behind the clouds
Praying for a new opportunity
Doesn't hear the prayers that goes to it
Cause it's worried will it fail
I understand great sun
We have much work to do
So with one issues at a time
We must come from behind our covers and shine
We must have steady hearts and firm hands
We must be stronger for the land
Cause if we don't it will remain dark
And the rain will never end
I'm tired of new beginnings
It's time to fix this one
This moment
This life
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