My First Regret

I did not want it to happen

But it did

My body knew what was happening

But my heart stood still

It remembered so much 

But my body held strong

It didn't get wet

Not one drop at all

I regret the fact that it happen

First time I wish I could turn back the hands of time

Said no at first sight

Walked away, left on the light

This is something I will be account for

Something the Lord wont let me escape from

The devil knew the plans, waited for me

Now I wake up in pain and misery

This is what I feared the most

Something I knew should never be

Now I will die with this mistake to my grave

With shame and improbability

I swore I wouldn't do it again

But I guess the flesh won again

So now I leave this place with a new tag

A sign that says he is who I regret

Sincerely Yours,

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