Final Vent P4.…All I Can Do

I did what I had to
I remained in my place which is woman
Why wasn't that enough for him
Why wants having him in my life capable
What was the purpose of him finding me
If his stay with me was short lived
I can ask all of this but now I know I will never have the answers
It is not something I take lightly
But this is something I have to accept
Another has left me without a word
Nothing to seal the deal
Nothing to revival in thought
I could have cherished him Until I died
I could have done so much for him
But nothing seem to work
From the encouraging him to say I love you to him
Even though he knew how I felt about it saying
I was willing to compromise something I was against
All of this just to reassure him that everything was ok
All of this to see another day
Having another opportunity to hear him
I wonder how will this feeling will last
This depressing ass feeling that my heart is creating
I don’t feel bothered whatsoever
I hold him to such high standards
But he shoots them down like nothing
Ill be ok….soon
I will make it thru this feeling
I just wish he would just tell me
I’m finish