In you it was not my best
To make a way out of no way
Your name can I call to help with test
I feel weak and low even depressed
I'm seeing a path
But plans I can't grasp
Its not a struggle or a fight really
But its the way the world work which seem so tiring
I can say I can't all day long
I can drive my head into this pillow
Feel ashamed at this failure
What's meant for me will be
For if its not for me then its not meant to be
Can I say more in words
I probably could
But I feel sick to my stomach
Worthless and pointless
I feel defeated with those around me
I feel angry that the realness that I bring is not returned
I ask for help once in lifetime
But asking is nothing when nothing is given when asking
I do ask myself why being a understanding woman
When the blind side is given to me
Why be that woman that get it
When others who know that same keeps it down like a secret
I feel broken sometimes with courage torn away
Like the way I take is so hard to maintain
I want to say I can push on
But the people around me...
It would wrong of me to push everyone away
It would be wrong of me to say
These weak mothafuckers with no backbones
These so called men and women
These childish people can't stand up for themselves or tell the fucking truth
Can't give a simple why or why not but demand answers
Want a friend of thick and thin capacity
But can't show the same in their on way
I could say all these things as rude, blunt, cold as I am assumed to be
But I don't
So I say please give me strength
Please enlarge my territory
Hold my compassion and faith close to heart
Don't hold back my tears but give them meaning
Not signs of defeat but a signs of trial barring beginnings
I lay all on the alter, down at your feet
In Your Name,
B
With the condition the country is in, it's economic and moral fabric flapping away in the wind like a dead crow hanging from a phone wire, you will need all the strength you can muster to survive the coming onslaught. Your country is in its death throes and none of you can seem to hear it screaming. Rather than pulling together, what I see in the State is a people tearing one another asunder. And it is shameful. You cannot do this alone, none of you can. You will need friends and family to get you through the hard times that are coming. Reach out to each other, you have to, the survival of your civilization is resting on your shoulders.
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